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Menguji tahap keimanan dijiwa

Bila kesusahan
Terasa hidup terlalu payah
Berbagai persoalan menerjah
Baru minta petunjuk hidayah

Usah berputus asa
Kerana ada rahmat disebaliknya
Yang tidak kita ketahui
Dalam hidup ini
Teruslah berdoa

Pada Allah
Pengasih…Pemurah dan Penyayang

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Maka diberi sedikit ujian
Menguji tahap keimanan dijiwa

Credit : Nice
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There's no need to describe in details...
Nothing to do with my work, cuz I'm happy with it~
But deep down inside my heart...
there's a strange feeling trying to break free 
Haunting me every day
It feels like I wanna break through to the other side...if only I'd find the way
I just can't help myself
I'm feeling like I'm going out of my head
Tears my heart into two...
I'm not the one I thought I always knew..& they knew...

I'm still searching but I don't know what for
The missing key to unlock my mind's door
Even though the road is dark or it’s a thin thin line 4 me to walk through
I’ll overcome it!
I have to get back on my feet again
Open my eyes to the real world
I don't mind how hard it's going to be
As long as ALLAH S.W.T is always with me
I hope to find the truth about everything including myself.....


....or mayB I need a break n go back to see my family~

Thanks....

Thanks to those who hated me,
you made me stronger.

Thanks to those who loved me,
you made my heart go fonder.

Thanks to those who cared,
you made me feel important.

Thanks to those who entered into my life,
you made who i am today.

Thanks to those who left,
you showed me that nothing lasts forever.

Thanks to those who stayed,
you showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened,
you made me like i was worth it.

It's My Life

I Choose...
to live by choice, not by chance;
to make changes, not excuses;
to be motivated, not manipulated;
to be useful, not used;
to excel, not compete.
I choose self-esteem, not self pity.
I choose to listen to my inner voice,
not the random opinion of others!

A Shoulder to Cry On... T_T

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when I'm headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let my feelings take me down,
It's so hard to know the way I feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that I hide,
But I always feel better when I know ALLAH always by my side.....

And when I need a shoulder to cry on,
When I need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
I won't be alone, cause ALLAH always be there.....

All of the times when everything is wrong
And I'm feeling like
There's no use going on
I can't give it up
I hope I'll work it out and carry on.....

I'll always with ALLAH till the end
Cuz HE'll always be the one to firmly hold my heart
No matter what is said or done
My love to ALLAH will always continue on....

- Credit to Tommy Page (A Shoulder to Cry On) -

AM to PM...

1st of all this entry is not about 2AM or @ 2PM..even tough minat gak la kat lagu2 derunk~
Ni nk cter psal xcident arini huhu....
Supposed to be this morning ada program kt Putrajaya...but because AM & PM I can't make it huhu
Alkisahnya last night mata da katup tp otak masih ligat pk pasal budget 2012...agaknya da penat process kire2 tatau koi bp betul2 lena...
Seb baik tiap2 malam tak pernah lupe nk set mind bangun sekian2 waktu tuk solat subuh...alhamdulillah always sedar~

Tp ntah nape pale ting-tong pagi neh, so diluar kebiasaan I tertido after subuh huhu...sedar2 bunyi yg agak bingit menyucuk2 my ear drums yg tomei neh haha... terganggu lena I taw...selidik py selidik, rupanye bunyi tu datang dari blender Cik AreZuera yang sedang sibuk menyiapkan breakfast nasi goreng tuk si akak yang sedang terbungkang ini T_T

Dalam kesamaran akibat mata yg masih sepet ala2 minah korea neh...acecece...perasaan la plak kuikui, me capaila my hp nk tgk da koi bp....erkssss...de msg ar dari Cik Go3 Sekali tgk jam argggggggghhhhhhhhhhh sudah koi 10AM++
Y, Why....Tell Me Why Why Why... (pinjam lyric lagu CN Blue) alarm tak munyik????
Check alarm, rupenyer jari2 jemari chomelku ini tertukar AM ngan PM la huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Buang tebiat ker kunci alarm tuk waktu malam hukhukhuk.... Ni sume salah gulai lemak pucuk ubi campur petai yg Cik AreZuera beli petang semlm la neh...erkss de kena-mengena ker??

Tp bak kate Gary dalam Running Man...Stressssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!

Teman Senang...Teman Susah....

I must be woke up on the wrong side of the bed (eh...ada katil ker??) haha...tade angin tade ribut tetibe buang tebiat type entry keke....
Pagi neh cilok satu kotak choco milk milik AreZuera plus sebiji green epal yg dibeli seminggu yg lalu tuk breakfast...gler ar diet kunun...pasni gigit jari pk nk makan pe lagi since cikgu AreZuera tade sebab kena menunaikan tgjwb di hari sabtu kat sek aisshhhh....
Eee...awat payah benar nk type neh...klu chatting bukan men mencurah2 g ayat kuar...nmpk sgt tkde bakat mengarang ayat huhu T_T
Japs, tukar lagu kpop yg rancak skit.................umph, bru dtg idea haha
Owk nk cter pasal kawan..kawan mmg ramai...tak terkire.....tp dalam ramai2 tu bp kerat sgt yg boleh diarap??? Bak kata pepatah, teman senang mudah dicari, teman susah....erm lu pkla sendri kuikuikui~
Ada satu spesies neh hy ingat kite once dier dalam kesusahan, dilema or keseorangan...ktla teman dunia akhirat time tu kununla kan.....sume nk menyendeng ngan kite...ibarat klu kite tade malap ar dunia dier. Tp bla dier senang.. "Eh, ko sape erk??" Wah3...byk cantik tumit ko smp luper diri bagai... Bukan nk mengungkit, tp agak2la kan...sok2 ko susah aku gak yg ko cari...jgn buat org len terasa hati~
Time aku susah, seboleh mgkn aku usaha settle sendiri...(tp adala masa2 org lain jg diperlukan huhu T_T ) Luaran mgkn nmpk owk jer...gua tade hal...tp dalam hati de taman taw! Jiwang siot, cam Awie dalam Sembilu...sejak bla plak aku hafal dialog cter melayu neh??? Ni sume gara2 aku bc blog Cik Epal la neh haha
Pointnya, jgnla ingat org time susah jer...biarlah ada balancingnye. Tp klu ko rasa ko bahagia ngan perangai cenggitu...aku doakan all the best la erk~ Sebab aku ada org lain gak, cam cik KeCiL , Budak JakUn aka cik go3 dll yg rasanya deme tak layan blog2 neh haha...

* To cik KeCiL & Budak JakUn hehe...klu tersilap kata terkasar bahasa...fhm2 sendrila yer...kdg2 jiwa neh kacau...so, nasib korunkla haha...

In My Head

Everywhere we want to go
Everywhere you want to go

One time... one time
We could feel tired at one time....

I was so sick and sick, & couldn't handle it myself....