You Are Not Always Right

*pict from Google

Dalam hidup neh we will always deal with many types of people
Macam2 perangai, pelbagai karenah...
Tp dalam banyak2 tu, I paling pantang dengan orang yang always rasa dier tu betul semuanya....
I rasa orang macam tu ada masalah keegoan....orang macam tu x boleh accept the fact that someone else knows better than dia or maybe dier nk sorok hakikat yang dier sebenarnya x tahu hohoho~
Does getting wronged hurt your ego???
Penat tau nk layan org macam ni....

If sekali sekala...then it's fine la kan...tapi if setiap kali pun you aje nk betul.......mmg x boleh blah la kan
I boleh accept the fact that I'm not always right, but when I am, I make sure that everyone knows you were wrong

You have to accept the fact that you're not always right owk! 
You have to let go of this ego-driven need to be right. 
You are just making people around you feel sick about it & it's very uncomfortable and at the same time annoying...heol....
And also let go of the the need to be the best in everything you do, because the truth is...there will always be someone who is better, faster, stronger or even smarter than you are.
Is it so hard for you???

Sometimes, even though I know that I'm on the right side..I decided to keep quiet and do my own thing rather than wasting my time arguing with those yang ada masalah like that
Why?? Because I akan rasa sakit hati, moody...and all those -ve feelings which I don't really like
There's even a time when I just asking for apologize because for me apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just mean that I value our relationship more than my ego
Yes, I jg ada my own ego..in fact semua orang ada ego masing2...but you have to put in on the right place and time..which is sometimes I failed.....
I guess being honest may not give you a lot of friends, but it will always get you the right ones~

"Do not always prove yourself to be the one in the right. The right will appear. You need only give it a chance " - C H Fowler

Can't Stop

Dalam hidup ini kadang-kadang ada banyak perkara yang kita harap akan berhenti...but the truth is....IT CAN'T BE STOPPED
For me, most the time I harap masa akan berhenti....even for a while
Especially when I'm too busy with lots of things left undone......hurm.....
But when I'm in a good surrounding I just hope the clock is ticking very slow...
Because if the time stop or frozen...there's nothing to feel or to enjoy

Second....PROBLEMS.... I'm praying hard so that enough is enough for me to face it off
But then, this quote hit my mind....
"Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced"
Because the purpose of life is to live it, to taste the experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience....
I guess it can't be avoided as long as we live...................

There's a saying that goes
"Obstacles can't stop you
Problems can't stop you
Most of all, other people can't stop you
The only one who stops you is yourself"

But of course as a Muslim...indeed ALLAH is the best of planners (^_^)v
I keep reminding myself that, when ALLAH test me..it is never to destroy me
When HE removes something from my possession, it is in order to empty my hands for an even greater gift!

I can't stop believing "ALLAH definitely has a better plan for me"...I have to believe that HE does!!

Happy Birthday

Sanah helwah......
Saengil chukahae......
Tanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu......
Happy birthday......to me & my sis Jieyla~

Actually my birthday da lama lepas...7th March aritu...& my sis on 23rd March
Tp x kebetulan boleh balik semua
Da jadi habit we olls akan sambut sekali harung yang mana berkenaan bulan tu
Double celebration gtu~
Pembukanya me n my sis la...bulan March
July sorunk, August 2 orang, September 2 orang, October sorunk & my mum on Nov

But this year agak lambat sambutannya keke
Tp nk cter, alkisahnya my sis Cikgu Arezuera suruh belikan cake..tp suruh I...eee serious x surprise k..
I feeling2 orang tutup mata, bawak candle light dinner..then surprise!!! 
Tiramisu cheesecake 63 tingkat (semperna 63 building)....then dapat rose 99 kuntum hak3..serious x boleh blah py imagination 

Tapi masa dier whatsapp suruh belikan tu..I tak budget untuk we olls, sebabnya da 25th April kan...then memory I xle recall plak sesape yg birthdaynya bulan 4
So, owkla I say "YES, I will belikan" 

Dier nak Chocolate Banana cake Secret Recepi.....lagila I tak rasa untuk I kan??
Sebabnya?? I tak sker sangat banana keke
Belikan je la...pastu...pastu...dier pesan jangan lupa suruh tulis atasnya
K, fine.....nak tulis ape???
Sambil ketuk2 keyboard sambung coding...whatsapp masuk....
"Happy Birthday Kak Lieyja & Jieyla" ...ommo...ommo...

OMG...OMG...What the fish...What the fish!!!! Oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeee......
I berenti tepi jalan....ayat lepas tu sensitif nk sebut k...yang pasti perit gegendang telinga I dengar panggilan hangit tu...............................
My sis suruh tulis tu atas cake...................lors....x surprise siot!!!
Tp dalam hati ada taman..bunga2 sakura berguguran...terharu kot
Bru beli cake, belum bagi present rumah 3 billion keke

So, dalam pkran mulala mcm2..nk beli kat mana erk...SR Galleria paling dekat...depan tu je, jalan sikit benti traffic light...lintas jalan...da sampai..
Nak jauh skit kat SR Presint Diplomatic..tp parking susah & xde bumbung, kena bayar plak tu..jgn nak ngade2 k
Or last choice....SR Alamanda..parking pun berbayar...tp if hujan tak basah hoho
Decide nak g SR Galleria je la...jenguk dari tingkap, survey parking dlu...alamak, penuh tepi2 tu...side parking plak tu..I paling lemah betulla
X jadila g situ, sebab lepas tu da alang2 nk balik..drive g Alamanda je la
Wpun, I ngan SR Alamanda tu ada history x best...due of service yang out
Makanan x smp2, bila da sampai sejuk la...bla3
Bape kali da terkena...paling baru budak kat tmpt cake tu buat muke we olls nk cake 2 slices je n bukan sebiji..ek elle..ko da kenapa?? Sebiji ke..se slice ke...we olls bayar tau!
But hari nk hujan...xpela, I murah hati nk up sales outlet SR kat situ with my mission nk beli SEBIJI cake owk~

Sampai2, kat cashier busy..xde plak budak kat tempat cake...k xpe, I tengok2 dlu ada x cake yang dipesan.........owk, xde pun.........................................
I duk dlu then call my sis...x berangkat..de class barangkali............
I call tuan py cake yang sorunk g............jgk x berangkat.....................hurm
Last2 I call my bro......bru dpt ckp dgn yg py cake sorunk g......x ke poyo mcm tu hahaa
Tanya py tanya nk cake lain ape? Xde r cake tu...bla2...dier & Cikgu Arezuera sker cake tu je kat SR........da tueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...xkan I nk g SR lain??
Tp xpe, I cool...I relax je... Last2 I cakap, I beli je la pe2 cake yang ada sebiji ye :p
Bila line da clear I tyla..cake2 ni je ke yang ada..?? And she said "YES, mana yang display je available"...
Hurm...my fave cakes ade... so, nk pilih yang mana....tengah2 I pilih tu manager dier ty nak cake ape.............I nk beli tiramisu cheesecake..tp takut yg lain x kena plak tekak
So, I decide...safe choice...Chocolate Indulgence...nk kaci jadi Chocolate Banana, kite letak ar pisang sendiri hak3..nak sangat kan???
Owkla, I nk yang ni................eh, tapi2.....serious ke Chocolate Banana tade???
Budak tu ckp xde.........tetiba manager cakap ada
Ni mana satu neh?? K, I x percaya ckp budak, I percaya ckp manager...
If like that, I nk SEBIJI k...SEBIJI.
Pueh ati.........cakap nk seslice kang ckp xde, ckp SEBIJI laju2 ada.............

Da beli, on the way balik Cikgu Arezuera tanya what kind of cake I bought..
I plak da cakap cake derunk nk xde ms awal2 tadi, so I cakap I beli cake yang ada je la...since semua habis
"Cake Cikucak" that's what I bought
Pelik ar cikgu tu kan...I ckp tu new recipe...nama kampung skit sebab buat dari ciku << dengan tone serious
Bila smp umah my mum & my dad...abes ngan semua orang I cakap it's a new cake..."Cake Cikucak"...muke control...budget confident...
The secret saved till the next afternoon time nak potong cake..lalalalaaaaaa
A few da suspicious since the outer look mcm familiar, but I ckpla...they just replaced the banana with ciku..that's all...sambil maintain muke tak boleh blah hak3..........

Tadaaaa.....inila "Cake Cikucak" we olls.....mwahahahaaaa
Kak Liez tu x tahan..eh, our cake..sker atila nk letak nama ape kan...
Nk letak rieyza....shi tu panjang la sgt keke :p
Bila da potong, rahsia terbongkar di situ lalalaaaaaaa

*pict ehsan Google (sebab tak sempat nk snap)

Tetiba terimagine banana tu ganti ngan ciku.....erks, macam x lalu je nk makan..macam x kena je....macam tak laku je if nk jual hahahaaaaaa

Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah...syukur padaMu terhadap usia yang telah Engkau berikan padaku...

Terima kasih atas segala nikmat yang telah Engkau berikan

Terima kasih untuk setiap dugaan dan ujian yang telah Engkau berikan padaku

Namun.. terlalu sikit pengabdianku terhadapMu

Ampunkan aku Ya Allah....

Aku hanyalah hambaMu yang dhaif dan lemah

Adakalanya aku tewas dengan godaan yang melanda

Namun dengan limpah rahmatMu, Engkau masih memberiku peluang mencari redhaMu

Terima kasih Ya Allah.....

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Jadikanlah kehidupanku ini sebagai ladang

Moga di akhirat kelak ku mengutip hasilnya

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Aamiiin.....