Because I'm Happy

Sometimes you are being happy for no reason

Sometimes you just need at least one reason to be happy

Sometimes there's a lot of reasons to be happy

Sometimes happiness seem so far away

Sometimes happiness would not exist without sadness

Sometimes you must be around sad people and hear their stories to understand why you should remind yourself that you are very happy
Sometimes there's a price to pay just to be happy
Sometimes you are being happy just by seeing the happiness of others
It's complex isn't it??

But for me, happiness has nothing to do with being positive but being enlightened by something very mystique
Also, happiness can be free if we understood how to protect it
Don't forget to share just a little bit of your own happiness to someone and remind them to share it with others too
Some people think that having lots of money make you happy...but, money does not make you happy it’s what money brings you that create your happiness, called a peace of mind
Happiness comes from pure acceptance of what is seen before your very own eyes

Lately I've been really into this song~

"Happy"

[Verse 1:]

It might seem crazy what I’m about to say

Sunshine she’s here, you can take a break

I’m a hot air balloon that could go to space

With the air, like I don’t care baby by the way

[Chorus:]

Because I’m happy

Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof

Because I’m happy

Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth

Because I’m happy

Clap along if you know what happiness is to you

Because I’m happy

Clap along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do

[Verse 2:]

Here come bad news talking this and that, yeah,

Well, give me all you got, and don’t hold it back, yeah,

Well, I should probably warn you I’ll be just fine, yeah,

No offense to you, don’t waste your time

Here’s why

[Chorus]

Hey, come on

[Bridge:]

(happy)

Bring me down

Can't nothing bring me down

My level's too high

Bring me down

Can't nothing bring me down

I said (let me tell you now)

Bring me down

Can't nothing bring me down

My level's too high

Bring me down

Can't nothing bring me down

I said

[Chorus 2x]

Hey, come on

(happy)

Bring me down… can’t nothing…

Bring me down… my level's too high…

Bring me down… can’t nothing…

Bring me down, I said (let me tell you now)

[Chorus 2x]

Come on

********

Never try to search for happiness for it will find you for those who seeks happiness will share it with you just as long as you display happiness yourself, happiness love happiness

Make yourself happy within, and you will reflect that happiness outside. ...

If you want salvation in order to have eternal happiness and success, read the Qur’an and follow Allah's commandments to believe and adhere to righteousness. You must remember that everything you do is recorded. Allah  has assigned to each one of us two guardian angels. The guardian angels record whatever we utter and do. Allah tells us:

“Behold, two (guardian angels) appointed to learn (his doings) learn (and note them), one setting on the right and one on the left. Not a word does he utter but a vigilant Guardian is with him (to record it).” (50:17-18)

Allah further guides us to salvation when He says that we have to seek His forgiveness. He is the Rabb of Grace Abounding, Most Forgiving, Most Merciful. We should always turn to Him for guidance and forgiveness

Happiness doesn’t start with a laugh but starts from the eyes, and ends with a smile
Happiness is not a skill, a emotion, or action…….it is a blessing
Find HIS blessing & you will get eternal happiness (^_^)v

Take It Slow

Lately rasa badan letih sangat...bukan setakat badan je, mind n soul pun letih jgk.....
My dark circles and eye bags also getting worse T_T
Tido pun asyik x sedar je~
Nak bangun pagi rasa sangat tak rajin...80x golek2 pun masih tak rasa rajin jgk nak bangun!
Tengkuk sakit, tangan sakit, jejari sakit, kaki sakit, pinggang sakit..eh semuala termasukla hati pun sakit...hurm....
If others (not applicable to some people) productivities mencanak naik...I plak makin mendatar...serious x boleh blah k!

Macam mana nak buat ye???
Ikut pikiran bijak pandai I.....I need to seriously thinking again about proceed with my kebaboom project, which is a secret for now~
Something has to change!

Before typing this entry, I baru je buat ni ha...

Xya nak geleng2 kepala sebab x percaya sebab I mmg buat owk

Lagi pun these stretching routine should take a minimum of 5 minutes je~ 

Maka gigihla I buat kan!

I buat kat chibi je :p 

I hold each of the positions for 20 to 30 seconds, xya nk kejam sgt ngan badan sendiri nk hold lama2 keke~

At least utk masa tengah buat tu je la kan, release jgkla ketegangan yang dialami...

I pun da start buat workout jgk!

Xya nk "eleh" sgt la sbb bknnya uolls nmpk pun I mmg buat kan? Haha~

I kena keep fit as a preparation nk running lalalalaaaaaa

For the time being breathe deeply, enjoy and relax....the time will definitely come, yeah!!!!

I Love Korean Foods

I love Korean Foods!!
Keke....been watching lots of kdrama, kshow, kvariety & etc...1 thing that really captured my eyes are their mouth watering foods!!! (Of course only applicable to those halal foods la kan)
While having meal, their side dishes are all over the tables..it's so colourful & look delicious too~
They do eat healthily foods & very concern about it
Here are some of korean foods that I had tried and wanted to try someday~

Soondobu jigae (Seafood)

Bibimbap

Ingredients : rice, beef, dried seaweed, kimchi, cucumber, sesame oil, shiitake, carrot, soy sauce, spring onion, garlic, bean sprout, egg, sesame seeds, red chili bean paste, zucchini, spinach

Jajangmyeon (Black Bean Noodles)

Ingredients : Jjangmyeon noodles, chunks of chicken/beef, potatoes, carrot, onion, vegetables oil, black bean paste, potato starch powder, sesame oil (optional)

Bulgogi

Ingredients : beef, onion, carrot, soy sauce, sugar, pear juice, garlic, ginger powder, sesame seeds, black pepper, sesame oil

Dakgalbi (Spicy Korean Chicken)

Ingredients : boneless and skinless chicken thigh, tteok, cabbage, perilla leaves, large onion, sweet potato, grape seed or canola oil and toasted sesame seeds to garnish

Tteokbokki

Ingredients : rice cakes, onion, fish cakes, onion, hard-boiled eggs, red pepper paste, red pepper flakes, soy sauce, corn syrup, sugar, garlic, anchovy stock, toasted sesame seeds

Kimbap

Ingredients : seaweed paper, cooked rice, beef, carrot, pickled radish, spinach, garlic, soy sauce, brown sugar, salt, sesame oil, vegetable oil

Cold Noodles

Soy Sauce Crabs

Doenjang Jigae

Ingredients : doenjang, tofu, mushrooms, green peppers, scallions, anchovies, added flavour

Kimchi Gogi (Beef) 

Hoho....now I feel so hungry T_T just by looking at all these pictures.....

To be honest, their foods are a bit plain in taste but I still like it keke~

But if I wanna make it myself...one fine day perhaps haha...I will alter the recipe and make it more spicy hak3

There's one more I would like to try which is....

Sashimi (^_^)v

*all picts credit to Google

I Bayar Tau

Alkisahnya cuti wesak aritu I pergi la Pasar Tani Presint 2 tu kan
Hajat hati nk beli grapes for my constipation problem
I sker seedless anggur hitam macam neh~

Gerai yang I selalu beli tu xde plak this week...so, I survey2 la dlu kan kat gerai2 lain
Dalam banyak2 gerai yg jual buah2an I decided nk beli kat gerai si polan ni la
I tinjau2 ngan mata kasar macam fresh, then I nk amik la yg berkenan di hati ni kan
I capai yang disusun kat bahagian atas, not yang display kat bahagian bawah sebab I nmpk tangkai dier still green n lebih fresh...while yang tersusun kat bawah tu tangkainya a bit brownish and kering..I try test angkat segugus, banyak yg da lerai kan
So I capai la yang atas, then boleh plak si polan aka budak jual tu ckp kat I macam ni "Boleh amik yang kat bahagian bawah dlu x, sama je dengan yang atas2 ni"
Wah3...ko da lupa ke kuasa tu di tangan pembeli??
Selamber tenuk je I jawab "Eh, sker ati I la nk beli yang mana satu, I bayar owk"
Kurang ajar x I jawab macam tu??? Tp I mmg pantang ar org mcm tu
Tp uolls nampak tak permainannya di situ???
Ko nk jual tp ko nak jual yang x fresh n tak elok kat customer kan??
Kim salam skit ye, salah orang
Da terang lagi bersuluh yang bahagian bawah tu stock lelama kan3???
Berniaga ni biarlah jujur & ikhlas, rezeki tu ko nk buat makan, bagi mummy daddy & bla3 kan...jadi darah daging, ko x takut ker??
Ni asyik pk nk untung je, ko ingat ko boleh kaya raya ngan perangai macam tu??
Mulai dari saat itu, I nekad banned trus ur gerai k!
Xya nk tunjuk muka cekodok basi nk raih perhatian pembeli lagi, got it? (mcmla si polan tu baca my blog..)

Kenapa Makin Kurus??

Lately ramai sangat yang da menegur..."Kenapa makin kurus??"
Serius x faham....(padahal dlm hati berbunga2 cinta...sp x sker kurus kan3...haha...x boleh blah)
But to be honest I memang x faham..
Pandangan mata mereka yang silap menafsir or pandangan mata I yang da rabun???
Sebabnya...boleh dikatakan acap kali jgk I naik trun mesin penimbang tu, tp jarum penimbang tu macam bermusuh ketat je ngan I or mcm da kena gam gajah je cuz duk static je kat tempat yang sama....
Da tu dr mana datangnya kekurusan yang mereka perkatakan itu??
Peningla acik...........

Tiap2 tahun dlm checklist azam tahun baru, membuang musuh ketat semua org tu x pernah t'missed dari tersenarai
Tapi kan..tapi...xde pun effort nk kurangkan makan ke....bersenam lagila tak kan
Nak berjalan dua tiga tapak pun berkira, ni kan plak I nk berlari2, mmg xla 
Pe2 aktiviti yang mengeluarkan peluh mmg jauh sekali I nak buat haha
Ate badan ni nak duk bawah kipas or dalam air cond je..berlengas2 ni mmg bukan jiwa I la boleh dikatakan
Dlu punya dulu...berat I pernah under weight, pehtu I makan EPO..trus bagai dipam2 diri ini
Takut punya pasal I stopped!
After that terus maintain je xnk trun2, lelemak tu macam da jadi kawan baik, teman sehidup semati..I tak sker taw! Pergila main jauhhhhhh2
Then I trus pasang angan2...........I nak jadi kurus macam SNSD neh

Gler x gler..korunk tengokla kaki derunk masing2...menangis I tengok taw!
Wpun I yakin dan percaya ada certain2 tu hy effect after photo editing...tp tetap menggugah perasaan I
Dalam banyak2 ahli group neh..I paling sker bentuk kaki Tiffany (Golden leg ratio 5:3:2)..awek si Nickhun 2PM tu..compared to kaki si Sooyoung tu yang betis n peha mana satu pun x tau..same je halusnya hahaa..da la tinggi 171cm & berat only 49kg...harusla I jealous, terus I lari laju2 tekup muka kat bantal
Tp azam I nk kurus cam derunk tu tidakla bermakna I nak pakai skinny jeans or legging after that...gler ke ape?? 
Tu hanya sumber inspirasi I jer k~
Anyway, success starts with a dream (^_^)v
Semoga I tak hanya terus bermimpi.....................

Eat Green, Stay Pink

 

How to Stay in Shape?? Argh.... Maintaining healthy fitness isn't always so easy
Terlalu banyak godaan either dari orang sekeliling...tv commercials...printed advertisement & etc

How to resist all these??? It's so tempting....!!

Why unhealthy foods taste so good??? Who can resist a fresh, hot pizza pie every now and then?

To live a happy and healthy life, I do think that diet plays a crucial role. 
The common saying goes 'you are what you eat' and I do believe in this. 
What you eat obviously goes inside your body and therefore affects your internal organs and the chemical interactions that take place. 
What you eat can affect how you feel and ultimately influence your thoughts, your decisions and your behaviour. 
What you eat also affects how your internal organs operate and therefore affects their healthiness and longevity. 
Healthy eating helps you to ensure your internal organs are being cared for, that they are processing foods effectively and efficiently, and ultimately, healthy eating makes you feel better and helps you perform better in life! That's wait I'm aiming for (>_<)v

I need to teach myself that a healthy meal like this should be consume everyday

 All these... &

these...... should be forgotten!!

In order to maintain a healthy and fit lifestyle, I think it's important to have some sort of consistency when looking at the big picture result. 

I will try to make changes one at a time, and don't make too many changes at once or I will risk relapsing into old habits. 

Making these choices a part of my daily life will help me reaching my health goals. 

I should avoid extremes in any capacity. 

Exercise moderation when it comes to fitness, food and fun.

Yes, I can do it!!! It just a matter of time T_T

I just need to embrace myself because it takes a lot of courage to begin with.

Big Man

It's been awhile that I haven't updated about any korean drama keke~
Actually I'm a big fan of kdrama, but due of hectic work schedules...I put a hold on it
But now, I manage to slot it a few hours a day to release my stress and I'm currently enjoying a few series lalalaaaa~

Normally I only watch a series with line of casts that I like
One of the important factor that lead me to watch certain series of course because of the hero / 2nd hero / heroine / 2nd heroine in it. If that series being played by anyone whom I like, then it's a big yes for me!!

But this time around, there's an exception to this kdrama that I'm currently watch... "Big Man"
None of the cast is my favourite actually....but when I read the synopsis...I think it gonna be daebak!
So, I give it a try~

Plot

Kim Ji-Hyeok (Kang Ji-Hwan) doesn't have parents and goes through a tough life. He then meets Dal-Sook who runs a small restaurant at a traditional market. Kim Ji-Hyeok follows her like his mother and settles down at the traditional market. He works hard to open up his own store within the traditional market.

Suddenly, Kim Ji-Hyeok becomes a hidden son from a family that owns Korea's top company Hyunsung. He realizes though that there are impure intentions. Since that moment, Kim Ji-Hyeok takes revenge upon the people at the Hyunsung company. He becomes romantically involved with a woman named So Mi-Ra (Lee Da-Hee) who he meets at the most important time in his life.

******

How come a father brutally plan to steal the hearts of others to replace the liver of his son which totally damaged due to car accident?? Michin.....but, it just a drama after all....I'm too emotional I guess.

Kim Ji-Hyeok (Kang Ji-Hwan) 

As I said, I'm not a big fan of him. But I watch his acting in "Lie To Me" with his co-star Yoon Eun Hye and I think he did a pretty good job with his acting.

So Mi-Ra (Lee Da-Hee)

I'm not a fan of her too..But I watch her in "Secret" and "I Hear You Voice". For me...she's quite good too. But the first time I saw her in drama, I think she did something to her face...Something look fake and unreal to me. I'm not against plastic surgery because it's a person's own choice and I have no right to judge them for their decision.

I'm looking forward the ending as this series is getting interesting and more heartbreaking scenes are coming to screen.

OMG

It's weird but it's true....

Ever since I declared my new relationship with my M, I've noticed a few changes in my life

I rasa lebih confident although I sering hilang kawalan aka lupa diri...& done something which I x pernah buat while I'm with my G.....

Compared while still being with my G..I'm more well behaved, always stick to the rules & xdela nk buat kerja gler macam I ngan my M sekarang...

Wonder why la kan.....??

Is it because my M masih hot stuff??

Is it because my M much more stunning & handsome???

Or is it because my M mmg dilahirkan dengan cukup sifat yang cukup mempersonakan???

If not, how come I boleh tergoda kan??

Before I decided nak cuba try test berhubungan dengan my M, puas I bertanya sana sini...

All the feedback were positive, that's why I pun terjebak haha

Now, after I experience it myself...I rasa I buat keputusan yang bijak keke~

Despite all those perubahan as I stated above...I think tu semua membuktikan bahawa ada keserasian antara kami mwahaahaaa

Now I yakin our relationship will last forever lalaalalaaaaaa~

Forever tuh yang tak tahan...mcm la tak kenal I neh spesies mudah tergoda hak3

I harap I won't get any love letter because of you my M....muaaaahhhssss (>_<)v

Paperwork

*pict from Google

I'm staying up.....perhaps 'til dawn.................argh, my eyes can't cooperate anymore....

But, banyak lagi nak kena siapkan.... Zzzzz

Ever since I graduated from university...da x bergelumang lagi dengan kertas kerja or should I say kertas??

Everything hanya di hujung jari..no more tulis2 on paper k

And if suruh I menulis now...tangan I akan terketar2 owk! Punyala sudah berpatah arang dengan pen/pencil and kertas............

If diberi pilihan I prefer menaip dari menulis..........tahap kecekapan menulis I pun da jatuh merudum now

Paling lemah bab isi2 form k...serious x sker!
Orang da lama siap isi, I masih terkial2 menulis lagi
Dulu masa exam, orang lain asyik angkat tangan minta kertas tambahan...tp I still kat muka surat pertama
If orang lain satu helai boleh tulis 500 words, I boleh tulis kuasa 4 kan total derunk...aish
Kat office plak, if ada apa2 je manual form nak kena isi memang xde orang lain da, sume suruh I..da tau I tulis terkial2 nk jgk suruh I...katenya la kan, bukan I kata k..tulisan I kemas macam typewriter (bluweeerk, muntah pink la uolls sbb jealous kan?? haha)

Out of the blue kena siapkan paperwork plak da kenapa??
Da la da lama tinggal semua tu.............ni dari pagi sampai petang...smpla bawa ke malam still kat part yang sama je
Punyala susah nk tune balik otak neh hua3~
Kalau da namanya buat paperwork kan..mesti kena banyak membaca kan?? Banyak buat research kan??
Da la bab2 membaca neh eden lomah..asal baca je menguap 80 juta kali, ate bila masa nk sudah kan T_T
Pe2pun, doakan I success ye (>_<)v

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

*pict from Google

Dalam perubatan, terdapat sejenis penyakit yang dipanggil Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) atau penyakit was2 yang merupakan masalah psychiatry yang berlaku dalam 10% daripada keseluruhan penduduk dunia serta tergolong dalam kumpulan anxiety diorder.

Obsess = menghantui/obsesi (pemikiran yang selalu menghantui atau bermain diminda seseorang)
Compulsion = kewajipan (rasa perlunya melakukan sesuatu, jika tidak melakukan akan berasa resah)

*pict from Google

Antara tanda2 seseorang itu mengalami masalah OCD ialah :-

1. Selalu risau tentang sesuatu (seperti risau tangan kotor atau dijangkiti bakteria)
2. Rasa perlunya melakukan sesuatu untuk menghilangkan kerisauan itu seperti dengan mencuci tangan berulang kali walaupun tidak kotor
3. Merasa tidak senang sekiranya tidak membasuh tangan tersebut
4. Menutup serta membuka pintu berulang2 kali walaupun telah dikunci dan selalu berulang kali check either pintu benar2 telah dikunci (car or pintu rumah)
5. Selalu ragu2 adakah dapur gas/oven/laptop or any electrical appliances including switches already off
6. Suka mengira sesuatu dan mengambil masa yang lama untuk mengiranya kerana mengira berulang2 kali
7. Menyusun alatan atau mengemas rumah mengambil masa yang lama untuk memastikan susunan adalah tepat dan tidak bengkok

Dalam banyak2 tanda tu....no 4 until no 6 always happen to me

No 4 - Keluar je dari kereta, of course akan kunci pintu..tet (bunyi tekan kekunci lock la kunun2)..pastu akan automatic try tarik pintu kereta...owk, kunci..jalan beberapa tapak mulanya pikiran jadi confused betul ke kereta da locked?? Patah balik check...paling chronic da masuk rumah kunci pintu, lepak2 tetiba terfikir balik...betul ke da locked?? Sure ke??? Paling tak sker smp tak boleh focus nk buat apa2 sampaila keluar balik g check semula...chronic x chronic tu??? Pintu rumah tak terkecuali jgk, same situation jgk......da kenapa kan?????

No 5 - Da jadi habit lepas masak (masak ker??? masak owk, cuma kadang2 hoho) kan off tombol dier kan...da lepas masak harusla makan kan...kan...kan?? Tengah makan boleh pk, eh betul ke da off dapur tu?? G balik check................... Same jgk if nk tgglkan rumah, mesti g checkla berulang kali betul ke da off...including all switches ok! Lampu, kipas bla3...smp naik penat check berulang kali..............

No 6 - Kira duit..kira barang..eh, semua yg melibatkan calculation la...berulang2 kali akan kire tau

No 7 - Ni paling x boleh blah jgk. I paling pantang orang sker sepah2, x kemas, pengotor & yang seangkatan ngannya.........n tak terkecuali orang yang sker sangat usik barang2 I or barang2 yang I da kemas. Rasa migraine n panas satu badan dibuatnya, da la I jenis orang yang organize and cermat (tak tipu owk). Ingat lagi masa kat matrix, pinjam2 note (bukan galaxy note k), report, tasks kan..I punya la jaga all those paper x bagi kemot2, terlipat2, kotor...bila orang da pinjam2, lunyai bila smp balik kat I..harusla I mengamuk kan, pastu I siap salin balik buat baru b4 submit kat lecturer..ko rajin nk buat balik?? X tau la kan korunk chaner, tp I mmg spesies macam tu, kepala otak I sakit tau if x buat semula! Tak kirela kertas tu penting or not, I tak sker lipat2...mcmn I dapat mcm tu la I simpan (serious x tipu jgk). Cter masa matrix jgk, tilam katil ktorg x lembut macam dunlop or pe2 la tilam yang letak jari pun tenggelam tu...So, cadar katil I akan sentiasa kemas setiap masa, tegang n rapi je (sampai macam tu tau)...setiap kali orang dtg mesti terkejut n puji..tapi kan...tapikan....bebudak class I if dtg discussion or chit chat kat bilik I mesti sker terjah katil I, kemot2kan then blah...arghhhhhh, rasa nk gugur jantung I tengok menda kedut2 neh tauuuuuu

Kesimpulannya, adakah I penghidap OCD???

Tepuk bantal terus Zzzzzzzz.......................... (besok2la I pkkan huhu)

Words Do Hurt

Words do hurt and have the power to be very destructive
Whoever said "Words don't hurt" is a liar
Words can rip your heart apart, make you cry and end relationships 
Some people said that action speaks louder than words, but sometimes words can hurt more than anything else.....

A tongue has no bones, but it's already strong enough to break a heart
So, be careful with your words...once they are said, they can only be forgiven not forgotten
And it's all up to me, whether to forgive or to forget...got it??
Just remember that a true friend's silence hurts more than enemy's rough words
...and I chose to remain silent

I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that....but it's not easy
Sometimes we aspect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them, in fact I did.....
We've all been hurt by words before. So, before you speak, think about how your words might affect someone else
But I've learned that sometimes you have to hurt someone's feeling just to let them understand how it felt when they hurt yours
Because most of life's greatest lessons are learned through hurt and pain........
So, never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer care

Care too little, you will lose them
Care too much, you will get hurt

Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart~

Unwell

*pict from Google

I'm sick..................and yes, I'm sick again............................
I couldn't remember when was the last time I felt sick....
Cuz, normally I bukan jenis yang mudah jatuh sakit, I jarang demam...batuk...or even selsema...and I'm so thankful for that!

But for these past few days....I feel a bit unwell....
Something just went wronged..........
I am currently experiencing a very unstable body temperature during day and night, lack of appetite and my head hurt so bad
I hardly did anything but laying in bed and not moving around actively
...and I'm getting a bad night's sleep almost everyday

I was supposed to drive back to Pjy this morning but last night I couldn't get to sleep at all and my chest hurts so much
I takde batuk2 pun..but why out of the sudden dada I sangat sakit???
So I cancelled my plan untuk balik and went to see the doctor for a checkup
Bila I sampai clinic..ramai yang sedang menunggu.........biasala, nama pun clinic kan huhu
Sepanjang masa menunggu tu, my feeling all mixed up....I was scared at the same time
Is something wrong with me?? Why I rasa macam suffocating and feel like wanna to throw up??? I cuba yakinkan diri that I just have a nasty burp and I'm overreacting towards it huhu...
Tunggu punya tunggu, at last...after about more than 1 hour of waiting...my name dipanggil.........
I told the doctor about all my symptoms....the doctor check here and there sambil bla3....
The doctor also asked me whether there's something really bothering me for the past few days??
Which I said "Yes!"..... The doctor also said that it could be one of the reasons.....heol
I'm totally immersed with that thought which I can't bluntly share here..........and it really scared me to death T_T

The only thing I can do is praying hard...because I believe that nothing that's greater than ALLAH...
He knows best...
Allah Almighty has put me in such situation for a purpose. I should face it with wisdom, faith and determination...
May Allah grant me complete health and courage to get back on my feet fully...
May Allah enable me to recover fully from this malaise...Aaamiiin.

You Are Not Always Right

*pict from Google

Dalam hidup neh we will always deal with many types of people
Macam2 perangai, pelbagai karenah...
Tp dalam banyak2 tu, I paling pantang dengan orang yang always rasa dier tu betul semuanya....
I rasa orang macam tu ada masalah keegoan....orang macam tu x boleh accept the fact that someone else knows better than dia or maybe dier nk sorok hakikat yang dier sebenarnya x tahu hohoho~
Does getting wronged hurt your ego???
Penat tau nk layan org macam ni....

If sekali sekala...then it's fine la kan...tapi if setiap kali pun you aje nk betul.......mmg x boleh blah la kan
I boleh accept the fact that I'm not always right, but when I am, I make sure that everyone knows you were wrong

You have to accept the fact that you're not always right owk! 
You have to let go of this ego-driven need to be right. 
You are just making people around you feel sick about it & it's very uncomfortable and at the same time annoying...heol....
And also let go of the the need to be the best in everything you do, because the truth is...there will always be someone who is better, faster, stronger or even smarter than you are.
Is it so hard for you???

Sometimes, even though I know that I'm on the right side..I decided to keep quiet and do my own thing rather than wasting my time arguing with those yang ada masalah like that
Why?? Because I akan rasa sakit hati, moody...and all those -ve feelings which I don't really like
There's even a time when I just asking for apologize because for me apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just mean that I value our relationship more than my ego
Yes, I jg ada my own ego..in fact semua orang ada ego masing2...but you have to put in on the right place and time..which is sometimes I failed.....
I guess being honest may not give you a lot of friends, but it will always get you the right ones~

"Do not always prove yourself to be the one in the right. The right will appear. You need only give it a chance " - C H Fowler

Can't Stop

Dalam hidup ini kadang-kadang ada banyak perkara yang kita harap akan berhenti...but the truth is....IT CAN'T BE STOPPED
For me, most the time I harap masa akan berhenti....even for a while
Especially when I'm too busy with lots of things left undone......hurm.....
But when I'm in a good surrounding I just hope the clock is ticking very slow...
Because if the time stop or frozen...there's nothing to feel or to enjoy

Second....PROBLEMS.... I'm praying hard so that enough is enough for me to face it off
But then, this quote hit my mind....
"Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced"
Because the purpose of life is to live it, to taste the experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experience....
I guess it can't be avoided as long as we live...................

There's a saying that goes
"Obstacles can't stop you
Problems can't stop you
Most of all, other people can't stop you
The only one who stops you is yourself"

But of course as a Muslim...indeed ALLAH is the best of planners (^_^)v
I keep reminding myself that, when ALLAH test me..it is never to destroy me
When HE removes something from my possession, it is in order to empty my hands for an even greater gift!

I can't stop believing "ALLAH definitely has a better plan for me"...I have to believe that HE does!!

Happy Birthday

Sanah helwah......
Saengil chukahae......
Tanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu......
Happy birthday......to me & my sis Jieyla~

Actually my birthday da lama lepas...7th March aritu...& my sis on 23rd March
Tp x kebetulan boleh balik semua
Da jadi habit we olls akan sambut sekali harung yang mana berkenaan bulan tu
Double celebration gtu~
Pembukanya me n my sis la...bulan March
July sorunk, August 2 orang, September 2 orang, October sorunk & my mum on Nov

But this year agak lambat sambutannya keke
Tp nk cter, alkisahnya my sis Cikgu Arezuera suruh belikan cake..tp suruh I...eee serious x surprise k..
I feeling2 orang tutup mata, bawak candle light dinner..then surprise!!! 
Tiramisu cheesecake 63 tingkat (semperna 63 building)....then dapat rose 99 kuntum hak3..serious x boleh blah py imagination 

Tapi masa dier whatsapp suruh belikan tu..I tak budget untuk we olls, sebabnya da 25th April kan...then memory I xle recall plak sesape yg birthdaynya bulan 4
So, owkla I say "YES, I will belikan" 

Dier nak Chocolate Banana cake Secret Recepi.....lagila I tak rasa untuk I kan??
Sebabnya?? I tak sker sangat banana keke
Belikan je la...pastu...pastu...dier pesan jangan lupa suruh tulis atasnya
K, fine.....nak tulis ape???
Sambil ketuk2 keyboard sambung coding...whatsapp masuk....
"Happy Birthday Kak Lieyja & Jieyla" ...ommo...ommo...

OMG...OMG...What the fish...What the fish!!!! Oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeee......
I berenti tepi jalan....ayat lepas tu sensitif nk sebut k...yang pasti perit gegendang telinga I dengar panggilan hangit tu...............................
My sis suruh tulis tu atas cake...................lors....x surprise siot!!!
Tp dalam hati ada taman..bunga2 sakura berguguran...terharu kot
Bru beli cake, belum bagi present rumah 3 billion keke

So, dalam pkran mulala mcm2..nk beli kat mana erk...SR Galleria paling dekat...depan tu je, jalan sikit benti traffic light...lintas jalan...da sampai..
Nak jauh skit kat SR Presint Diplomatic..tp parking susah & xde bumbung, kena bayar plak tu..jgn nak ngade2 k
Or last choice....SR Alamanda..parking pun berbayar...tp if hujan tak basah hoho
Decide nak g SR Galleria je la...jenguk dari tingkap, survey parking dlu...alamak, penuh tepi2 tu...side parking plak tu..I paling lemah betulla
X jadila g situ, sebab lepas tu da alang2 nk balik..drive g Alamanda je la
Wpun, I ngan SR Alamanda tu ada history x best...due of service yang out
Makanan x smp2, bila da sampai sejuk la...bla3
Bape kali da terkena...paling baru budak kat tmpt cake tu buat muke we olls nk cake 2 slices je n bukan sebiji..ek elle..ko da kenapa?? Sebiji ke..se slice ke...we olls bayar tau!
But hari nk hujan...xpela, I murah hati nk up sales outlet SR kat situ with my mission nk beli SEBIJI cake owk~

Sampai2, kat cashier busy..xde plak budak kat tempat cake...k xpe, I tengok2 dlu ada x cake yang dipesan.........owk, xde pun.........................................
I duk dlu then call my sis...x berangkat..de class barangkali............
I call tuan py cake yang sorunk g............jgk x berangkat.....................hurm
Last2 I call my bro......bru dpt ckp dgn yg py cake sorunk g......x ke poyo mcm tu hahaa
Tanya py tanya nk cake lain ape? Xde r cake tu...bla2...dier & Cikgu Arezuera sker cake tu je kat SR........da tueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...xkan I nk g SR lain??
Tp xpe, I cool...I relax je... Last2 I cakap, I beli je la pe2 cake yang ada sebiji ye :p
Bila line da clear I tyla..cake2 ni je ke yang ada..?? And she said "YES, mana yang display je available"...
Hurm...my fave cakes ade... so, nk pilih yang mana....tengah2 I pilih tu manager dier ty nak cake ape.............I nk beli tiramisu cheesecake..tp takut yg lain x kena plak tekak
So, I decide...safe choice...Chocolate Indulgence...nk kaci jadi Chocolate Banana, kite letak ar pisang sendiri hak3..nak sangat kan???
Owkla, I nk yang ni................eh, tapi2.....serious ke Chocolate Banana tade???
Budak tu ckp xde.........tetiba manager cakap ada
Ni mana satu neh?? K, I x percaya ckp budak, I percaya ckp manager...
If like that, I nk SEBIJI k...SEBIJI.
Pueh ati.........cakap nk seslice kang ckp xde, ckp SEBIJI laju2 ada.............

Da beli, on the way balik Cikgu Arezuera tanya what kind of cake I bought..
I plak da cakap cake derunk nk xde ms awal2 tadi, so I cakap I beli cake yang ada je la...since semua habis
"Cake Cikucak" that's what I bought
Pelik ar cikgu tu kan...I ckp tu new recipe...nama kampung skit sebab buat dari ciku << dengan tone serious
Bila smp umah my mum & my dad...abes ngan semua orang I cakap it's a new cake..."Cake Cikucak"...muke control...budget confident...
The secret saved till the next afternoon time nak potong cake..lalalalaaaaaa
A few da suspicious since the outer look mcm familiar, but I ckpla...they just replaced the banana with ciku..that's all...sambil maintain muke tak boleh blah hak3..........

Tadaaaa.....inila "Cake Cikucak" we olls.....mwahahahaaaa
Kak Liez tu x tahan..eh, our cake..sker atila nk letak nama ape kan...
Nk letak rieyza....shi tu panjang la sgt keke :p
Bila da potong, rahsia terbongkar di situ lalalaaaaaaa

*pict ehsan Google (sebab tak sempat nk snap)

Tetiba terimagine banana tu ganti ngan ciku.....erks, macam x lalu je nk makan..macam x kena je....macam tak laku je if nk jual hahahaaaaaa

Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah...syukur padaMu terhadap usia yang telah Engkau berikan padaku...

Terima kasih atas segala nikmat yang telah Engkau berikan

Terima kasih untuk setiap dugaan dan ujian yang telah Engkau berikan padaku

Namun.. terlalu sikit pengabdianku terhadapMu

Ampunkan aku Ya Allah....

Aku hanyalah hambaMu yang dhaif dan lemah

Adakalanya aku tewas dengan godaan yang melanda

Namun dengan limpah rahmatMu, Engkau masih memberiku peluang mencari redhaMu

Terima kasih Ya Allah.....

Ya Allah, panjangkanlah usiaku

Agar lebih lama aku mentaatiMu

Jadikanlah kehidupanku ini sebagai ladang

Moga di akhirat kelak ku mengutip hasilnya

Ya Allah, tambahkanlah amalanku disaat bertambahnya usiaku

Jadikanlah cahayaMu yang bersinar menyinari jalanku

Rehatku adalah rantaian zikir

Rantai yang ku kalungkan pada leherku

Sebagai tanda cintaku kepadaMu

Ya Allah, Engkau tidak mensia-siakan segala usahaku

Mencari haruman syurga ciptaanMu

Tempat rehat dan nikmat abadi...

Aamiiin.....